Absence

When I bought a macbook (2012) I had a goal to start writing. Journals, blogs, you name it. The soft keys of the laptop made it look fun to type with. But that didn’t last long. My excuse was that the macbook was not so practical as it wouldn’t fit into my hand bag to be carried everywhere. So I bought an iPad. It seemed at that time (2014) having a portable typing device would make my blogging easier. I downloaded this app (Blogpad Pro) which wasn’t free to add on to the ambitious gesture.  Blogging is so hard.  Everytime I get it on, all ready to start typing a life worth of thoughts, I lose interest. My writer’s block seem to be lasting a whole lifetime. Started with days, then months and they years. To be more precise, I even forgot my password to the blog I once had before I made this one. So much for the saying Hangat-hangat tahi ayam or translated as “Hot hot chicken shit” meaning want to do it, but got lazy in 2 minutes.  Anyways. After watching 4 seasons of Sex and The City, I found my interest again. I wonder why I didn’t like the series before. Maybe at 34, single, finally I can relate to it. I love how Carrie expresses herself in her articles. I may not be a professional writer but I sure have a gazillion stories to tell. I mean, I’m only single for like 5 more months. I should start writing more.  So for now, just another “hello again...” I’ll think of something to write about.